Thanks Bangbang ~

Thanks to my beloved Bangbang for talking to me when im pretty moody O.o Didn't know why i feel so moody and abit touchy on my temper. Today was plain boring. Woke up Dota till now then stop. Lying on my bed and thinking about alot of things. Trying to pluck up my courage to do what i should do.

I know it will turn better even it is a no but still cant seem to find the courage to do it O.o It feels as though something is missing. Feels like i've changed but i dont know where.

Maybe this is what they call being Mature ? Its been ages since i last lied down and let my imagination run wild. Used to have lots of crazy ideas for lots of crazy stuff. But it seems like i just slowed down O.o Worrying about family and stuff -.- Dad came home drunk just now and was making a racket -.-

Bball didn't apply the feeling too. Feels different playing now. Dunno why lots of things are changing O.o Though i'm still mad at liying and likewise she may be still mad at me. its also kinda weird not hearing her say 怎么办 on the phone O.o

Bored during the june hols. No chalet for the first time O.o

Thats All ~